Loss 29-01-09

How to explain a feeling of loss I didn’t think I’d fall this hard Maybe I expected I would bounce I didn’t think I’d feel like I’ve lost my best mate The one person of who I could trust Inside those four walls I felt safe My one trump card I held too tight I feel like I’m back swimming in mud My compass smashed out of kilter Searching to regain my direction Dropping the ball as I attempt to juggle As those scared feelings return with vengeance I feel like I’m back in that eternal whirlpool I refuse to let myself down With a brave heart I fight to lift ones self back up Straining to focus through flowing tears My confident I can see no more Hollow, empty, it hurts that feeling of loss (In Dedication to " J " ) Copyright reserved