controlled expirement
 
              
          By a rose by any other name would hurt just as bad. •
controlled xperament 
Current mood:  apathetic 
i feel closed minded
lost in a little world 
if this is what he does to me
this is something i just cant afford
i feel 1 demensonal
black and white, closed to colours
does life have any intentions?
are we ment to be confused?
i feel lost and tired
how many times can i give it up
give in
give?
no hatred no love
no feelings, times stopped 
my heart stopped pumpoing blood
is this why i feel cold?
i knwo where im supposed to go
wheres the surprise?