I tried
I try
I cried
I cry

I felt
I feel
I thought
I'd heal

I never knew
I see what's true
I know it now
I dove into

I blame myself
I blame not you
I should but don't
I cared too

I end each day
I start my way
I live this now
I need you now

(If ever
You read this
...
I'll always need you)