Cheers to all the lies I told.
All the pain and anger that is ment to unfold.
The uncomfortable silents I made you hold.

These are the little things
That I once thought was a small nothing.
I guess it wasnt that way from the beginging.

Here is a blade.
Tell me about all the mess I made.

SPEAK!
TALK TO ME!

Here is for your heartbreak.
(One more bloody drop till u have to hold my wake)

Here is for your tears.
(One more closer to alls biggest fear)

Here is one for every "I love you" I ever said.
(Let me go lay down in my unmade bed)

Here is one for the confusion I caused.
(and all the trust that I lost)

Here is one for all the "lies" you thought I told.
(This regret is getting to heavy to hold)

Here is one for all the suffering I am gonna end.
(I already have a plan)



Dedication: to the one guy I really sorry for but no matter
wht he wont believe me which is fine. but I care for
him....but here is as close to the biggest apology as I can
get. and thank you so much 4 standing beside me Take care.