I take a deep breath when I see you.
I take a deep breath because I know we both have someone
new.

There is times I think back to those days and nights.
Then there is times I think back to our heart-breakingly
worthless fights.

Sometimes we try to seperate, 
and see we are friends.
Other times it hurt because I realize I lost everything in
the end.

I'm fine with seeing you every other day.
I'm not fine with knowing you anyother way.

I'm living my life on my own.
Then I talk to you on the phone.

I hear your voice.
And I can't comprehend any other noise.

I think about you with her.
feels like the end of the earth.

I let our old love linger.
My sisters says its over, that I have to let go. I dont want
to believe her.

I want you to tell me you love me again.
And it not be part of a plan.

I lose my guy now.
Because I love you and still think highly of you some how.

I want you to ask for me back.
I know that I won't say 'yes' but atleast I would have the
chance 
again to make you my man.

I take a deep breath when I see you.
I take a deep breath because I know YOU have someone new.