I AM

By depressed&distracted •
I am me and myself
I wonder what it is like to be loved
I hear the silence
I see an empty white room filled with light
I want to be loved
I am me and myself
I pretend that everything is all right
I feel depressed
I touch nothing
I worry about myself
I cry because of how my life is
I am me and myself
I understand that he could kill me at any moment
I say that I don't care at all
I dream of a better life
I try to make my life now the best it can be
I hope to live until tomorrow
I am me and myself