My life is full of pain.No mother to kiss,no father to 
hold me.I must not cry for only i know why.I can remember
the 
good days but i can't look back.I've come to far.No one to 
turn to no one to care.People look and stair.So here i sit 
alone in rain.Gun to my head razor by my side.How do i want

this to end.I know there is a 3rd chose but i can't keep 
living this way.I'm ending this life with a bang.I close 
my eyes and count to ten.I feel a tear come down my face.No

stop i yell this is not the way.I must go at least one more

day not of pain but of joy.I've got to found myself this is

why I'm here out on the sidewalk in the rain.To end pain 
with out a bang.I must found the girl i was so long ago.Gun

to head razor by side this is when i finally cry.