some spirits find truth

I was on my way to see a “girl” watching TV is her life in a room with closed windows and the heavy stench of cigarettes lingering. she doesn’t see a reason for change before I got to her place, out my car window I saw another girl who goes on TV every night, she hopped the stairs swiftly like a gallant deer as if running from too much attention attention that she couldn’t live without the first one is surrounded by despair “even when you get what you want, you’re still not happy” was the truth she saw an angel punished — incarnated “that’s life” she calmly said s/he lit another one, s/he sat… and waited. [06.19.08]