I Hate/Love You

I cant explain this feeling But you have something over me I wish that you would let me go Please cant you set me free I hate it when you ring But i love to hear your voice The way you speak just makes me smile But sometimes its just noise You may have forgotten my birthday But i will forgive you And youll probably say you love me But i cant trust that its true It seems that your hurting Because your always drinking I wish that i could hold you And stop our suicidal thinkings Ill be your sweet razor blade And ill take away your pain Ill wipe away your tears Just like you did that time in the rain