i shouldnt have done that
im foolish silly
impulsive little girl.

and now i feel
as thought the best way
to make this problem go away
is to avoid the situation.

is it really fair to you
if i act like nothing happened?

is it really fair to me
to act like nothing happened?

i guess i should have learned by now
playing with fire
usually ends up  with you
getting burned
and failing you
it shall be me.

funny how i dont even like you anyways
i just wnat teh attention
funny isnt it?
how you arent what i want.
you arent what i need
i have who i love
why am i filled with a lustful greed?


am i really only
trying to hurt you?
break you on teh inside
like so many times before
these reasons have made me cry?

i guess this is all my fault
i lead you on
didnt i?
and i never once
tried to stop you
its so irrational.

guilt consumes my mind.
myabe i can forget these events
leave these memories far behind.

xoxo
Kyelle