I am in a time in my life
Where I have to make a stand
Give in to these feelings of strife
Or give myself a hand

No one else is going to step up
So I have to do it myself
What else did I expect
I laugh at my once strong hope

It's interesting how I've developed
Changed grown and came into my own
I've learned of human nature
But am still as in the dark as ever

I thought I would'nt need anyone
But you can't be someone 
With no one holding you up

I love sitting back and watching 
Not wanting to participate
But when he says my name
I never hesitate

I think I hold out
Just to hear him say it
Put on a little pout
Maybe a fake sigh

Then he calls me out
And I throw out the bluff It's all over with his voice

I am just weak and too weak to admit it

That doesn't make cents and I am just stuck with this torn 
dollar.

hmmmm....