When I was little 
Gone for you was no riddle .
 
Time spent on wonder
You would say you had no time to ponder
Of you I could not be founder 
 
The thought 
You stuck in me I never fought 
Began to feel so true 
I should have never believed should have known to be false
through and through
 
Now grown older
To know the differences
Between true love and false advertisement
   
You want me to believe in you 
It begins to become so hard to. 
Loved to be 
Around me
Just to say things 
Now I am older keeping in the feeling to tell you what is
really needed to be said 
 
As I grow up you will see
Alas  the pain you loved to dish 
But unable to take 
 
I one day will finally be able to breath with out the fear
of you keeping me here 
To drown in your self wants.