looking up at the stars
watching as they get further
everything around me's a blur
and i feel myself closer

to the ground then a sound
of my bones crashing to the pavement
life stops with a pop
and everything goes dark
            
lights are fading away
and i am losing my breath
i don't like myself anyway
the rope tightens around my neck

so i lose through this noose
i have nothing left for me
so the rope that i bought 
will be the one to set me free


i don't mind anything but i'm tired
i don't care cause i feel so uninspired
just don't forget to think about me sometimes
i regret the moments i cross the lines
but i feel i need to go
so goodbye...


i feel the metal to my skin
the shivers down my spine
i can't get out the mess i'm in 
though i always say i'm fine 

and so bang, here i am
i see myself in a pool of red
lying down, face on the ground 
wishing i was in my bed


i don't mind anything but i'm tired
i don't care cause i feel so uninspired
just don't forget to think about me sometimes
i regret the moments i cross the lines
but i feel i need to go
so goodbye...



*this is actually a song.. the tune is kindof cheery hence
the title...*