i feel so alone
i feel so scared
i don't know what's comeing
what have you heard?
where am i going?
where have i been?
what's in the past?
what haven't i seen?
what am i missing?
what goes unseen?
what goes unsaid?
what lies inbetween?
is there a secret that you aren't sharing?
is there a truth that you aren't saying?
what is the reason?
what is the speach?
i need to know
i need to reach
to strech to heaven
without a care
to dare to be different is against the rules
the rules of engagement 
the rules of life
it lurks close by you
it never apears
the voice of sadness
heard loud and clear
i need you near by
i need you close
give me you attention
make me your most
most loved
most cherished
most desired over all
make me the one you love over all
dealing with pain
dealing with sorrow
dealling with life and all of it's horrors
it isn't so easy
it isn't so grand
it can be great
it can be grand
in the end we all have to go
some time alone is what we need
to figure us out
to find what we need
we love ourselves in the end
we are our saviors 
we are our one true friends
no time to waste now
cannot pretend
i have been walking alone 
the last one who follows will know my truth
goodbye to you all
goodbye to the world.