I lay awake at night looking on my wall.
Like it was a crystal ball.
Like it was going to show it all. 

I think back to that night…
I felt so safe with you like I would never get hurt.
You said it will never happen.
Now I see…
That you hurt me.

I love you much.
Or I think I love you in that tone.
Maybe I don’t
You say you like me that way.
All can say is I don’t know.

I think I do.
The more I think about it.
The more I’m afraid to find out the answer.
I know people don’t think it is that hard.

I don’t know why I want to cry
When you leave my side.
Like you’re never coming back.

I don’t want you one day to ask.
And I say no.
Then you go.
And we would never get to know.

Or you could be that one.
But because of our differences,
We can’t.

Dedication: I wrote this for some one I care a good deal
about I think I like him in that special way but to scared
to find out. when he told me I shoud have been honest with
him but I do know I love him.