Love brings out the worst in me

By Ivy Jordan •
I never deserved the right kind of love I always wanted
I always ended up with the wrong person all the time
Still I have to be the one who must give up my beliefs
Just to feel that I will be loved all the time
Its true for someone like me
Need for attention, need for friends
Need for sincere intentions but sometime ends in disaster
Why can’t I be good for someone else for once?
Why do I always end up fighting for what I feel?
When everything happens for a real purpose
I like to feel love but when it hits me
Love brings out the worst in me.
Jordan 2004