Love never Exist

By Ivy Jordan •
Over and over I pretend nothings the same
Except you’re still here in my life
Still hoping and wishing I gave you my final answer
But I am still in doubt
Doubt if you ever change without me
Doubt if you ever learn without me
How can you go on?
If you feel that God don’t matter anymore
I feel life is a blessing
But for you it is just a game
How can you understand?
That man needs to work and play hard
Despite of turmoils in life
You have to stick to your plans and take action
For love of self and love of worth
Is worth spending my time
Not love for money and love for me
Open your eyes so that you can be
Sensible enough to be a good man for me
Decide for your own sake
Decide for your future
I can’t meet everything at the end
Especially if you don’t help yourself
And let me do all the help myself alone
For once try to understand me
I am doing this for you
But you seem to ignore it
You’ve made a fool out of myself
Believing the love you gave me was never love after all
2004 Jordan Ivy Jane L.