I wish I could do just one cut,
so I can see the blood
but I can't, I can't do anything
and I just wanna feel that stupid pain,
just wanna forget...

...all I have are tries and red colour on my hand...
I am not brave,
everything I touch breaks away

I wanna feel it once in my life,
that feeling when people care,
but there is nobody around me
it's so easy to turn away...
..and leave

just left me here,
with my own scare...
I can't even die, so I am supposto live
my perfect life

you know it's not fer,but
who will let me from the jail,
and that's my fucking life

they told me once
that I shouldn't hurt myself because
I hurt the other people too

Isn't it funny...

Caus there is nobody who will be hurt
and cry because of me

I am totally lost...
friends-they feel sorry for me
my family... they don't wanna see
and there is nobody left...
...who can be here for me

boyfriend... I can just dream about that,
just that
I see happy faces,
it s driving me crazy
caus all I can do it s stand behind them,
like a shadow,
never felt what means love

still in the dark, falling to peaces,
no faith,no love,
just one stupid mistake,
just one more miss again...

...I am sinking...

...invisable... just one of my impossible
wishes...