And i choked 
 on the hope
from the lies you spoke

tears welled up behind my eyes
as i realized
the depth of your lies

that you should patronize me
when i protected and saved you

when i held you from harm

how the hell do you figure
your lifes mistake to be my fault

i did all i could
to save the soul i knew i should
and yet i lost mine in the
process of protecting yours