Ode to myself for what i have done
left someone so empty 
no sign of life no burst of fire
a body itself with no soul
And then i awake to find the body gone
out of it's trases
Who was that person who seemed so dead
so sad, seemed to be crying on the outside
but bleeding inside
poor poor malinfurtunate for they shall never know what its
like to be loved
only to be guided by someone
who doesn't understand them 
and yet they think they can make their life better
while tearing them apart
Now i realize who that was 
it was someone who never saw life 
it was someone who was ME