growing pt3

I feel myself getting colder in an attempt to push you away
I am trying to get in a frame of mind that tells me that i do not need you
but.........
the truth is i love you so much it scares me
i love you
i need you
i want you forever
but................
i will keep thi sto myself and you will not know
i will keep pretending to be strong
so i grow colder