I thought I am already done with you
I no longer see you
But your name keeps echoing inside my head

I've been saving up to buy defenses fit for VIP's
Keeping my body strong and fit
Always wearing my armor
But I know just one sharp look again
And you'll be able to pierce through me
Mercilessly, so easily
As though I'm undressed

I wish I could go back to times
When lyrics in a music weren't important
When I sang them without meaning
When I sang them without feelings

I just want these feelings to end
I'm really trying my best, I promise
But my best isn't enough I guess
For deep inside my heart I know
I still want to be with you
Even if it's not now
It might take forever-

And to me you'll always be the sweetest dream
That I'll exchange my reality with just to keep on sleeping
It's actually not that bad, isn't it?
Especially when my chances of being with you there
Is a million times higher than that of here

So could you do me a favor?
If we ever cross paths again
Please don't look me in the eyes
Because I still want to pretend that I am strong