The first time, our last night

We are home alone, in my big manhattan apartment. We are watching sope operas on the televison. We look at eachother and rush into our room. He dimms the light, I crawl into bed. We get unchanged, And make love. We have our sex for almost two hours, hoping it worked. He lies in bed, feeling a bit tired. I look at him, and he looks strange. Suddenly, the worst happens. He dropps onto the flor. The doctors were right. We shouldn't have had sex. to b cont..