Never guna give up

Tierd of the maybes Tierd of dreaming Tierd of hurting Tierd of this life Tierd of dissapointments Tierd of this pain Tierd of failures Tierd of the way things will always be. one minute we're happy he holds me n kisses me sofly he tells me im the one for him; that he has changed; that now everything is guna be different then without n e warning everthing he said means nothing to him and there i am to take the blame for all of the problems that come up because of his family. none of it is really my fault but i guess he just needs someone to blame he wonders why im still here for him he doesnt understand how much he means to me but after everything is setteld, he thanks me, he tells me he is sorry only god knows why everytime i beleave him and i stay. it cant be love... i know that feeling n there is only one person that holds the key to my heart and hasnt let go of it despite everything we have been thru. but he needs me and i need him