Holding Onto The Past

i'll never leave you, i don't know how. you'll always be there, who am i kidding. forgetting about this was a turn for the worst. who cant forget, you changed me for the better. holding on to the past, it's time to let go, it's a 10 story jump down to my death, too afraid to look back, too afraid to look forward. i never cared so much, but that's far gone now. the feelings keep screaming for my attention, but i turn and run away. running from the past; that's the best solution, the voices i obey, they're good teachers. i'm too far gone now, i lost the path to go back. holding on to the past, it's time to let go, it's a 10 story jump down to my death, too afraid to look back, too afraid to look forward.