His smile used to make me smile, now it reminds me of 
things i dont wanna rememeber it reminds me of death, and 
how we used to be so happy! but were not anylonger, he 
found someone new, it used to feel like every time i saw u 
i was alive, u lifted me up, u made me happy and now i dont

know what to do, i wish we could have had something, but we

had nothing, besides a friend ship,.. an u betrayed me so 
many times. and naturaly my soul surrenders, i always ended

up crawling back to u,. now we have 3 months before we will

see one another agian, and i think we just need a little 
time apart, maybe u will relize how u feel about me,. i 
hope you will miss me,. b/c i know il miss u, but its time 
to make up a perfect smile, an pretend everything is goin 
to be fine!!