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i was alone, unnoticed. a pessimist, a jerk i don't think. i just do what i want to do irregardless of the consequences. and then it happened. the biggest regret of my life. i thought i'd be crazy back then until you came in the picture like my knight-in-shining-armor. it was then i remembered the days i've ignored you, hurt you and made you cry. i thought love and destiny are playing tricks on me. until it came to the point where i can't remember who i really am, who i was and who i should be. it's as if im trapped in a world where no one even dared to stop and help me. and so i thought. i thought of letting everything go especially you but this feeling inside me can't. it just couldn't. yet i was afraid. so afraid to be with you and let you in inside this elusive heart of mine. i didn't turn out to be the same person you knew back then, but you've accepted me for simply being me. you've taken me away from this tragic world i'm in. wiped my tears not minding your own tears falling because of me. i don't know what i did to deserve you. but im grateful that you're now here by my side. thanking HIM is not enough for giving you to me and maybe even the greatest poets wouldn't come up with the right words that would fit in describing what i feel right now. i want you to know that i will keep you forever cherish every moment we're together. and even though we're miles apart i ain't missing you that much you know why? coz when i'm starting to miss you, i'd just feel my heart, coz that's where you'll always be, always inside my heart...