The fear to live
The need of death
The body would vanish
The soul is demanded

To reach a point
To see the truth
To leave a dream
To enter a grief

But earth is changing
But the wind is poisoning
But water is never lasting
But to dream is a sin

A wish to live
A wish to survive
A wish to die
A wish to evaporate

Kill my mortal body
Kill my living soul
Kill my last breath
Kill my last touch

I sit in the tub
Surrounded by water
With my thoughts twirling in my head
I want to die

To vanquish myself
To kill my soul
To drown my body
With all it's dreams

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