Silent lies reverberate through my soul
I reminiscence about memories to come
Freezing diamonds numb my brain
I don't want to remember my past
I want to forget all I have done
I keep hallucinating what I least expect
And dreaming of my hopeful euthanasia
There's no salvation left in this world for me
God decided to charge
Streets of perpetual repercussion living eternal lies
My fading existence is no fantasy
I am desperate to find a new theorem
One I can trust
Otherwise this nightmare will stay eternal