Painful Bliss

The endurance of pain has been breeched and everyone has seemed to fade restraining my thoughts from destruction I am awaiting that sweet relief though I am told it won't come racing thought these old pages my restless brain isn't finding the word take it steady and breath in deep sit sober that sweet pain drink every drop of the relief that will never come this is what you must take the oxygen with blood and wait hold it close never let it go the endurance of pain is yours and the relief is never going to come it is yours for the keeping