honest

yeah yeah yeah i get it now you fell off the face of the earth thanks for letting me in on it thanks for the heads-up thanks for the warning not that i have ever really learned to expect anything i'm conditioned to disappointment and that's okay for now it's gotten me through many years and will help me to survive through countless years ahead there is a lot of gray understanding a faint understatement a logical explanation something that keeps me waiting and i'm praying that you're safe alive and well driving on the highway on your way home thinking of anything and everyone all except me i don't think i've ever crossed your mind not today not yesterday i won't grace your daydreams tomorrow never tomorrow never never this is nothing new to me unfortunate as it seems but that's the honest truth