I try to convince myself
That I don't love you
Want you
Need
Want to be with you
But it seems that I can't stop
Thinking of you
Dreaming of you
Talking about you
Every day I think
Dream
Talk about
What we could be
I try to understand...
Why aren't we...?
I mean,
We're so close
Almost like best friends
But
We're so far apart
Like enimies
I wish you knew-
That I could tell you
That I could explain-
Just what I feel-
My true feelings 
That are in my heart
A lot of people
See, they just don't see
Understand
My situation
My problem
My delemia
I have someone
In my life
And I do...
I care for him
about him
But all I can do
Is think
Talk
Dream
About you
About you and me
That's honestly my true feelings.