for every single thought i think...
for every feeling i feel...
for every person i hate...
for every person i love...
for every time i laugh...
for every time i cry...
for every time i bleed...
for every time i scream...
for every time i miss you...
for every time i kiss you...
for every time i give myself to you...
for every time i scream out for you...

i have a contradicting thought

for all those deep feelings of love and affection...
for all those days i was away from you...
for all those minutes i felt like shit...
for all those times i felt like dying...
for all those endless days i hated myself...

i have a good thought

for every time i touch another guy...
for every time i don't think of you...
for every time i forget...
for every time i break a promise...
for every time i do a selfish thing...
for every time i break your trust...

i have sad thought

for the time i said yes to another guy...
for the times i've held other guys hands...
for the times i thought of someone else...
for the times i don't say stop...
for the times when i like it...
for the times i think about FUCKING someone else...
for all the times i was a BITCH!!...

I am sorry and i want you to forgive me for all my messed up
thoughts!! please baby i can't live without you!!