i don't want to love you 
i don't want to hate 
i don't want to reconcile 
for now it's too late 

for i still remember 
the words that you said 
they carry on spinning 
around in my head 

i can't turn around 
there's a knife in my back 

the longer i stay 
the harder it turns 
the harder i cry 
the more that it burns 

it carried on hurting 
as i lose my faith 
i just want to go 
to where i'll be safe.