im not a virgin, by Ananya
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im still crying
at night
becuase of him
im no longer a virgin
at all
he took it
hes got it
its suposed to mine
its ment to be given
not taken
its ment to be given
to someone special
its ment to be special
it wasnt special
my eyes were closed
and tears seaped through the tiny gaps
i was cold
it was painful
i was nine
what had i done wrong
did i deserve it
why me
why him
it still hurts
i still hurt
he doesnt
hes fine
i was only nine
i wont get it back
not even if i asked nicely
im crying
slowly dying
but not a virgin
im never a virgin
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| Posted: 2005-08-22 23:15:13 UTC |
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| 2005-11-07 17:28:31 | Faith |
| This poem is so sad!! I hope it's not really about you because if it is that is horrible! Very strong emotions... well done. |
| 2005-11-12 16:17:53 | Ananya |
| yeah im sad to say it is
about me
im afraid to say
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| 2006-01-03 02:57:17 | ~~~~GLOSTARG~~~~ |
| Ananya,I hate to hear that this poem is about you.It breaks my heart for you. Ananya, what he did to you was wrong,but your not to blame.You were nine year old then.This is horrible,but your just not to blame! This happened to you but you are a virgin of the spirit of God's Love for he is always there for the broken hearted. I noticed you comented on kirsty's poem ,that you would like to think someone is always there. well, God is! God loves you so much. Dear Ananya, you are not to blame. May God work a special healing in your heart and life for God surely does wonderous works with the broken hearted.May he heal you and give forgivness. Gob bless you ! my prayers are with you as you continue on your life. May God Bless you richly in his love and care!
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| 2006-07-26 07:42:03 | User |
| Haaawwwww...that is so sad..T_T.... |