**Untitled 3**, by *razor_blades_&_kisses*
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you have to live with
the guilt of what you did
to me. you start to
wonder how I gre up and
if this happened again.
I'll tell you-
I grew up lonely.
scared.
suicidal.
cold.
and psychotic. has this
happened again? no. not since
you and your sick friends did this.
you get a sick pleasure out of
molesting and raping.you would
have raped me at 7 wouldn't you?!
I was only seven. I was in 2nd grade.
why couldnt you have done that to
another girl? your guilt eats away at you
and your heart is dark and cold.why'd
you have to ruin my childhood?why your
own nieces? why not someone elses? it's
been 9 years. and still you havent been
stopped by anyone in my family.
you
have to
live with
the guilt of
what you did to me..
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Posted: 2005-07-31 20:36:00 UTC |
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2005-10-26 15:35:42 | Ananya |
it hapend to me
i was only young
a ex boyfriends father
your not alone in reality
although
sometimes
scilence is vital
x |
2005-11-29 22:44:31 | Magick Water |
That action was sick, but I love the poem's tone. Good job. ^.^ |
2007-01-24 21:35:24 | liberty moon |
sweetheart i've read a few of ur poems and my heart truly goes out to you. this might sound weird but i love u just as God has loved me. i have been SIing for a while and God has been helping stop. i beg to please try God ask Him to heal u, u have nothing to loose. i really believe that u should tell someone abt wot ur uncle is doing to u, silence in this case is not golden. i pray that u would find ur healing ur hope and true LOVE go God. with love |
2007-08-12 04:49:10 | Sean |
You have been throguht a great ordeal and I am very sorry for you. Over all wonderful poem tells how you feel and what you suffer, continue writing please i would love to hear more but everything will be ok. |
2009-01-26 06:12:28 | Not Over It |
hey, there arn't dates on any of these so i hope your still writing and alive. I can't relate to this poem, but i DEFINITELY relate to some. Please, don't let those terrible things get to you. I believe you can get past everything that has happened to you. You seem strong. You may not feel like it but you are...
And hey, if you tell someone you could get justice.. that would be nice, wouldn't it? |
2009-07-08 19:52:56 | ♥ Leah ☺ |
Just... amazing, you should be proud of your poems |
2009-09-28 02:16:46 | *Broken Wings* |
Wow I don't think i could have written about that and posted it for others to read your brave. I have been sexual abused before and i never spoke about it and you posting that poem gives me hope. Stay strong sweet heart and your not alone. |