Disappear, by *razor_blades_&_kisses* Subscribe to rss feed for *razor_blades_&_kisses*

I wish I could
disappear into the night
without a trace.
you not knowing where
I went.
or why I left.
out of this bed 
and into the world.
out of my mind 
and into my hands.
my memories of a painful past,
rape and a
mothers lie. telling me
that it isnt wrong
or it wont hurt.
or scar me.
but it has. I wish my memories
and life could disappear,
with you. I've tried to forget
all that you've done,but
I cant. I wish you could disappear
out of my life.
my memories.
my past.I wish I could disappear
into the night without
a trace. and go back and 
tell someone just what you did.
so you could have been stopped. 
My cuts disappear into scars.
scars that you've caused. I wish my nightmares of you
would disappear so I wouldnt be scared..
and look over my shoulder..everywhere I go
so I can live my life knowing you're gone.
you've disappeared..with my dreams.
my innocence.
my wishes.
my smile.
my life.
and my memories.
I wanna disappear into the night
without a trace..
you wondering where you went wrong...
Posted: 2005-07-31 20:24:04 UTC

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2006-08-31 17:39:35broken&bruised_only.used
Wow this is a very personal and powerful poem... you did a reallie great job... keep writting you are talented

2007-07-29 20:20:16Lydia
brilliant poem...very honest

2010-01-26 04:17:04
This is very wonderful! You have a talent and don't give it up!

2010-03-13 02:42:38Katie
Wow........ That was really good.

2010-12-27 23:08:20BleedForMe
that made me cry