Every time i wanna talk
you make me go off and walk
I need to be heard
Need to be listened to
even when i have nothing to say.
Act as my friend and lend an ear
I just long for you to stay near
Yet you cannot ever comprehend
The angiuish,
the sadness,
the numbness
the inside dread.
The dread of becoming invisible
I feel so alone
so invisble now
Why can't you give me even 5 mins of your precious time?
Why can't you listen like you used to?
Why can't you see that no matter how hard i wish i can never
be you
I will always be me.
Jealousy
mixed emotion
envy
and bitterness.
Why can't you see that i am lying and living a lie...
Well fuck you bitch!
i don't need you to be me
even if i pretend to be you
what is the point
i have to give up this game
and be me.
Only.
me.