Red eyed tears i cry 
Wondering why,
lossing hope,
Finding hell,
Whondering why i hurt just so

A hug embraces me 
No comphort is found
Deepening sadness is all around

A pain i feel 
i fear will never leave
its deep inside
where no one can see

A smile on my face 
I wander blindly into another day
Although Deep Down i cry 
All the way

No one sees my dispair
I lost a love
I lost a life
I lost a trust for every thing
Everything execpt my knife...