how do you continue to
make me weak
and make my walls crunble to the ground

how is it
that you always manage
to break me down

i try to push you away
but you always find a way back through
back through my defences

you burn my wooden fences
you cut my barb wire
you blast my brick wall
and destroy my bridges

i can't get rid of you
there's no way for you
to go back

so what am i to do now
do i let you stay
or force you to leave

i don't know which
i want you to stay
i want you
i love you

but i don't want oyu to stay
you complicate me

i wanna be close to you

you make me complete