the blade lies by my side a
beaconing me
with promises of hope and happiness and peace
so hard to resist
i promised myself never again
those days are over
i kept repeating to myself
but it still calls me
i stare down at my scarless arm
pure and perfect
the way it should be
but still im drawn to the promises of release that await 
me
so i sing the words loud
and walk away
i can almost hear his angel voice say 
"keep running"
whispering in my ear
hes says
"i will allways be here
so turn up the speakers
sing like nobodys listening
dance like nobodys there
and allways keep running"
the perfect words that keep me from falling
again and again and again...