I never planned for it
It wasn't what I asked for
But now I'm not able to quit
And I can't take much more
This monster in my head
It just won't leave me alone
I feel like it wants me dead
Unless it sees every bone
The insults always come
They come every day
They start to make me numb 
And I begin to accept anything it will say
But what makes it so rough
Is that nothing I do
Will ever be enough