On the the floor cold
Is where I find myself tonight
Asking myself the same question:
"Why can't something ever go right?"

Pretending to be so brave
Acting like I'm tough.
Looking like I can handle everything
Until the top blew off, an I had enough.

I thought this would be easy.
Figured waiting isn't so bad
I didn't know I'd be this lonely
Or crying this bad.

There's always happiness from him
With in every letter I receive.
But the distance apart hurts
All the happiness died inside of me.

Not being able to hold him.
Or kiss, hug, cuddle, love.
Alone, No one to gaze with me
At the moon stars above

But can you blame me for feeling this way?
Wanting to feel his touch, and knowing I can't.
Wishing that he'll be here
With every last pant

I'm really sorry, and scared
Cause you're all I live for.
But with the way things are right now
I don't know if I can do this anymore...