I can't go on lying to myself.
I can't beleive that you don't hate me now.
I don't know what to do without you,
and I can't trust the words that come out.

I promised that I would never hurt myself.
I promised that I wouldn't end my life.
I promised that I would never hurt you,
and I promised that I wouldn't say goodbye.

There is so much hurt in this world,
and so many things I can't beleive.
There is so much I've done,
and so many promises that I just can't keep.

I don't know what to do without you now.
I don't know how to hold back all my tears.
All I know is that I am,
and that I have for all these years.

So, I have to go on lying to myself.
I have to beleive that you hate me now.
I'll figure out what to do without you,
and I'll live this life through all my doubt.

I'll deal with the hurt that I have to live through.
I'll always make myself beleive.
There is so much I have done,
but I still have a promise left to keep.