In a dark cold corner, 
I am sitting all alone, 
Staring into myself, 
At cuts down to the bone, 

I can feel my metal heart, 
Its bleeding an icy black, 
I'm blind to the pain, 
And the feelings that I lack, 

I'm pleading tears to leave, 
Wishing them away, 
But they keep falling, 
Spilling out everyday, 

I keep on hoping, 
That the storm will clear, 
But here I sit, 
Clouded by shadowing fear, 

These past times, 
I was too afraid to see, 
Or to accept, 
Who I could really be, 

Now I feel her, 
Seeping in, 
She is real, 
She is within, 

She seeks to touch, 
To smell, to taste, 
But all these thoughts, 
Only go to waste, 

I've locked her inside, 
Away from light, 
Shes trapped at day, 
But lives at night, 

Through my dreams, 
She feeds my mind, 
Nasty thoughts,
That I long to find,