I thought I knew you, by queen of melodrama Subscribe to rss feed for queen of melodrama

once upon a time we were so in love.
I never thought I could love any one more.
I never looked at anyone elce, 
you filled my sight.

we ran away together... far away
and made love on a mountian
I couldnt get close enough to you
we were insepreable
our love could never die

We came back , 
the strip was pink
we got married 
and brought home our new daughter
it was a fairy tale

except for the drugs and the drinking
and the night you got so wasted
wile I was in labor
you passed out in the chair
beside the bed

and except for the times you
pushed me down 8 monthes pregnant
was it funny because I couldnt get up
it was unspeakably crule
it was just the begening of worce to come
I thought I knew you

and except for all the drywall repairs
in every rental we ever lived in
all my sentimental objects 
ended up thrown through the walls
along with anything elce in your view

Our son looks just like you
it kills me somtimes
you wouldnt know 
you havent seen him for years
 
you've left me to be a parent alone
I dont know how to do this
Your unavailable in every way
the child support caseworker 
has nothing but sympathy to offer me

how can you live with your self?
oh yeah your not alone
you have 2 more sons
2 more girlfriends
did I ever mean anything to you?
Posted: 2008-05-27 19:48:33 UTC

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2006-01-09 16:20:02My_pain_your_thrill
Oh god, im soo sorry!! This must be so hard for you to live with. Love always xoxox

2007-01-07 01:00:44 ~~~~GLOSTARG~~~~
was this poem true for you? It was just like reading about my life,.. except for the violence..my ex pushed me down psychologicaly.