I don't understand, I can't simply see,
What is going on, what is this becoming of me,
This summoning,
This dark awakening,
My life, is what I need to be straightening,
But it is so complicated, and to me so misunderstood,
I don't feel in a sense of great, or even good,
I feel so pessimisic, so suicidal,
I need to turn and look towards the words of the Bible,
Before I make a horrible, irreversable, unforgivable
mistake,
I might end up doing so because all of this is so
uncomprehensible, my life, I cannot much longer take.