"Suicidal Dream", by StupidLoserPerson Subscribe to rss feed for StupidLoserPerson

I was flirting with the idea of suicide
Spinning the blade in my fingers right before my eyes
Thinking of opening myself up for the world to see
Wondering what the world would be like without me

Is life worth all the bleeding?
Is it worth watching this world live a lie?
Don’t know if I can take this anymore
Will it change?
Or will it stay as it’s always been before?

I was teasing my fate with a list of possibilities
Forgetting about my dreams and opportunities
Craving for that feeling of being lifted from my pain
I don’t see the point of playing life’s game

Is life worth all the bleeding?
Is it worth watching this world live a lie?
Don’t know if I can take this anymore
Will it change?
Or will it stay as it’s always been before?

What’s the point of living if life only brings you pain?
They say that God gave us life for a reason
Well, if that’s true does He really want us bleeding?
There cannot be a God, I know there's not a God
We suffer from so much misery 
We live lives of hell, on the pain, how we dwell
To live or to die, to fall or to fly, to laugh or to cry
We cannot decide, I cannot decide

I was flirting with the idea of suicide
Spinning the blade in my fingers right before my eyes
Thinking of opening myself up for the world to see
Why not, this world don’t give a fuck about me…
Anyway…

Is life worth all the bleeding?
Is it worth watching this world live a lie?
Don’t know if I can take this anymore
Will it change?
Or will it stay as it’s always been before?

Is life worth all the bleeding?
Is it worth watching this world live a lie?
Don’t know if I can take this anymore
If I can take this anymore, if I can take this anymore,
anymore…

But as long as I am alive
I’ll keep dwelling on my suicidal dream


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Posted: 2005-03-24 06:02:09 UTC

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2005-03-28 21:38:11*razor_blades_&_kisses*
This is really good.I thought I was the only one on here writing about suicide and all of that stuff,but I guess I'm wrong.Rock on,you're really good.Becky

2005-04-05 21:33:57camerin
i like it a lot. it really does relate to my life. its an awesome poem. camerin

2005-06-27 19:20:22Crimson.Wings
Wow! This is a great poem! U obviously have talent. :)

2008-04-29 15:25:16Ashley Reneë *Raining Tears*
this suicide poem is really great i wish i had the ability to write such a great poem well nice poem, ashley

2008-11-24 17:39:50Felicia
very nice indeed!!!