im cursing every song that reminds me of you,
cause memories r haunting me of a past i wish anew,
cause letting go is impossible as iv already seen
and i cant help but think of what could have been..

still as afraid as i was before,
still living with the same doubts,
still waiting for a change,
but when it comes i turn around,

i know its gonna help me,
but too tired to take that step,
and actually i know,
im secretly wating for something else..