For what reasons do you need me

Im not sure

Running so far away

But from who

Don't know where to go

Where will I go

Not wanting to stay here forever

For what reasons do you love me

Do you really love me

Or do you just like to say "I love you"

I don't know why you do

Sometimes I wonder why you do

Do you truly love me

For what reasons do I live

I don't know

Maybe to help someone

Or myself in that case

Want to leave though

But when can I do that

When in doubt pray

My feelings and pain

Won't ever leave me

But I want them too

They hurt so much

Lots of pain

I weep so much

Where to get the help that I need

Don't know where to turn too

Wanting someone that knows what i'm going thru

Some people don't know what i'm going thru

They try to understand

Just try to give me comforting words of hope

But thats all they give

May 16, 2007